


Imagine waking up one morning and a voice inside of you telling you to check the obituaries to see if your Mom was there. That happened to me. My Mom was there and had been buried the day before. Due to my fear of my twin sister I did not go around her for the last five years and I had always been in her life before. My twin sister nor my own father told me she was in hospice or that she died. I live 45 miles away. My twin sister lives across the sea miles away.
This was my only recourse to tell you what you did to me when you did not tell me Mom was so sick and that she died. Dad walked in the funeral home and said “I have one daughter and she is flying in from Hawaii.” That meant Mom died alone without any of her daughters there with her. AND shew had to wait until you got here. I would have been there with her had I known. I was there for her friend, Nora, helped her when she had dementia and COPD, and when she died. My fear of you kept me away from my own mother. I can say that because it is true. She was my mother too. I had every right to see her and love her and care for her just like I did all those years alone with my other two sisters living away. I hung my art all thru her house. I listened to her when no one else would. I loved her. Even if you and Dad hated me, I could have seen her in her casket without you being there. I had to ask a stranger what my mother looked like in her casket. Imagine how you would feel had I done that to you. Even if you hated me I had every right to see her in her last year when she was in hospice. Even a criminal which I am not, is allowed to make mends with the person they may have harmed. I did nothing to receive this from either of you.
The last time I saw you, you looked like a very old lady. That was my observation. Thru many years I attempted to be your sister and you ;pushed me away. I live with what you and Dad did to me every single day of my life. If hurting me was your goal,. you did just that., This web site is going to be used to show everyone how I have not allowed it to stop me from being the happy person I am, living my life and being young, remembering my Mom as I remodel this house with my ONLY husband and posting photos of me and videos of what I do. There is zero wrong with it., I own my own domain name too and several others. Anyone can buy a dmpoain name. I did just that. Mom loved me I know she did. Your money will never take that from me, but will it make you any different than you are? Your actions show up on your face every day you look in the mirror. Mine are showing up as you can see below. I loved Mom and you know that.
Kim
OH THIS IS SO MUCH FUN! LITERALLY THE BEST WAY TO SHOW THAT HURT CANNOT CONTROL YOUI WHEN YOUR LIFE IS FULL OF LIVING AND TAKING CARE OF YOURSELF WHILE HOLDING ON TO THE BEST MEMORIES. MONEY CERTAINLY CANNOT BUY WHAT IS ON THIS PAGE. NOPE IT CANNOT. THERE IS NO DENYING THAT THE YEARS I SPENT EATING RIGHT AND TAKING CARE OF MYSLEF HAVE ALL PAID OFF. UGLY PRESENTS ITSELF WHEN THE HEART IS MEAN AND CRUEL. BEAUTY PRESENTS ITSELF WHEN KINDNESS AND GIVING ARE WHO YOU ARE. I AM MY MOTHER’S DAUGHTER FOR SURE. SHE WAS BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT. I HAVE HER EYES, HER SMILE AND HER HEART AND FOR THAT I AM TRULY THANKFUL. I LOVE YOU, MOM.THIS SITE WILL BE UPDATED OFTEN, SO PLEASE CHECK BACK.
In memory of my Mom https://youtu.be/XKiom2pMuAo?si=N59BMTO8JLVDtcHw
Three Six Five by Shinedown
I am Kim Ward, Artist, a true survivor, and I am enjoying my life. I was the daughter of Wilma Ward and I loved my Mom dearly. BUT Mom would want me to live my life, not RELIVE my life. I was recently offered a modeling job in Nashville, but due to my busy schedule, remodeling my house and my painting my oils I had to turn it down for now.
I have been offered a job at a high end boutique where I buy all my clothes, especially the dresses you will see on me here. I am considering that job, but do not know if I will take the offer. Whenever I go there I always sell their clothes simply by wearing them and “styling”. Most people who see me there think I work there already.
Losing my Mom last April was extremely hard on me. But I am using her favorite color and my favorite color in my palette in my remodel and it is going to be stunning, > already is. Check out the Photos below to see my progress. Both baths have been completed and my new kitchen will begin in May. We are knocking out a wall to put in a 116″ four panel sliding door (the reason the kitchen won’t start un til May 10 weeks for the door) so anywhere you are in this very large kitchen you will see out in our beautiful yard, enjoying the birds and azaleas and all the other flowers my Mom gave to me while she was here. It is going to be an all white kitchen with a pretty blue island, top of the line appliances. Oh it is going to be gorgeous. I have found the best crew that has done all the work thus far from knocking down walls to an open floor plan to putting in high hats for lighting. I have met a lot of nice friends during the process. My Hunter Douglas Shades girl is an artist as well and we connected immediately. And of course my original art thru the house only adds to the beauty.
I am a vegan, organic and grain free almost no sugar eater. I have been strict with my diet for many years. It is what is helping me keep that youthful look. Most people never guess my age and I certainly do not reveal it. I do not drink alcohol and have never been a smoker. I do enjoy the sun but I do not do it all of the time. My hair is still not gray and I drive two hours to see the best hairdresser around. It is growing. I have my Mom’s curls but recently started wearing it straight again. My wonderful hairdresser updates my look with balayage.
I am living my best life ever despite things that have happened to me. If I give the people and things that have happened power I would not be living my best life possible.
Above and below are recent photos of me and my remodel and an image of my favorite organic sprouted tofu, kale and avocado stir fry breakfast recipe and videos of me hula dancing in my home. It is how I keep in shape.
Oh yes I use “Kym” to sign my paintings. It is more artsy than just “Kim”
Are you living your best life possible? Can you show your face with a smile to the world? I certainly hope so.
Kim
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